Have you ever looked at a gravestone? On it you will find the date a person was born - and the date that person died. In between is a dash. This small symbol signifies a persons whole existence. When it comes time for my dash to be chipped in, I want to know I lived a full and wondrous life.

Jul 30, 2009

Screeeeech...that's my weight not me yelling

All is not well in Cara's little lap band world. I am stuck at this weight (17 kilos down) and it seems I've plateaued... again. Sheesh. I only lost 300 grams last week (that's not even a half kilo) and this week (I weighed a day early - today instead of tomorrow) and it seems I haven't lost at all. Not a darn thing.

I'm a little frustrated. I guess on the upside I haven't gained.. so that's something.. and I think I know why I'm not losing right now. It's not my food so much. Although I haven't been pigging out, I just haven't been exercising. I drive past one of our local gyms , a place called Curves almost every day and say to myself, "Today you will go in and check out how much it costs, what kind of routine you can manage and get your bum into gear to get in there and work out." Do I do it? That's a negative! A big fat no.

I must admit, I'm no fan of gyms. Been there, done that in the past. I like to walk. But I can't even seem to get around to doing that lately. Every day seems to be full and by the time I do get around to finding a window, I can't be assed. Bad, bad, bad!

I was thinking I don't have restriction since this 2nd fill but in hindsight, I might just have some. I eat my little plateful of food and I seem to be satisfied with that - for the most part anyway. My choices sometimes could be better and I'm working on that, but I sure as heck don't just eat the tiny amount my Doc seems to think I should be putting away.

Last time I was in his office (for the 2nd fill) he holds up this teeny-tiny cup (you know the ones.. you find them at every good water cooler... a small, white, almost see-through plastic white cup) and asks me if I'm eating more than this amount. Hello?? I can't figure out for the life of me how I'm supposed to squish the chicken and veggies into that thing! I have a really small side-plate that I use for my dinner at night and I place the food on that. The amount I'm eating there looks positively saintly and yet.... I think it's probably still too much, or at least too much compared to what he expects me to eat. He told me to measure my cup full of food for a while so I could learn to judge eventually on my own just how much I should have. I have - just this morning - suddenly remembered I was supposed to do that. Shoot. I'm dyeing my hair... maybe being a brunette or redhead will help me actually retain information for longer than a gnats breath.

Things I will do this week to see if it makes a difference:
Drink more water (I still struggle with this. I went from drinking 2 or more litres a day to sometimes only 600 mills or more.. pah!)
Exercise - get out there and walk, walk, walk.
Measure my food amounts!!
What else can I do to move the scales down again apart from what I've mentioned? Anyone know? Cos if you have a suggestion, I'm taking it with both hands and running with it. Promise.




10 comments:

  1. Cara- I've been struggling with all of the above too (especially exercise & water). Maybe some more seasoned banders can give us some tips...
    Keep your chin up - you have a lot to proud of to this point!

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  2. Cara,

    we all struggle to begin with...especially during the first three months. Your expectations are so high to begin with and you loose a fair amount...mainly because of doing fluids for a couple of weeks... and then bam!!! you've had a fill and a 2nd and you are eating far less than you used to ... but the weight isn't coming off as fast as you expect! Hang in there sweetie, it will work for you - one day at a time - and even if you only loose 300gs a week, you will be at goal weight in 76weeks...

    :o)
    xx

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  3. Thanks girl xxx I know you're right.. if only I could fast forward 76 weeks! lol

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  4. ....and that was girl(s).. plural lol

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  5. Cara - don't be TOO hard on yourself! And I hate gyms too... but honestly, I love Curves - I go to one here and it is great. You can try it (here at least) for two weeks without paying, so maybe you should go ahead and stop in! Just remember that you are continuing to lose, albeit in less amounts than you want!
    Stay strong!

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  6. Cara, keep your chin up. You have already lost 17kgs and that is alot more than you would have lost if you didn't get the band. It is a great result. Things will come together soon for you...as you have said previously things have been very hectic for you and when life bogs you down its hard to focus on yourself...
    You will get through this little bump! Hugs xx

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  7. Well crap on a stick. I wish I had some advice but it sounds like you have a plan, and after last week lord knows I shouldnt be sharing wisdom. Will you do me a favor and take a picture of this tiny plate you use? I just wanna see it.

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  8. You are doing great, Cara! You've lost almost double what I've lost and have only been banded for two months! There's more to come too; don't worry.

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  9. lol Bandita, I probably had double to lose too! xx

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  10. Don't worry! You may just need a bit more restriction. I was very bad about working out until about 2 1/2 months ago when I joined the Boot Camp. The weight loss part is more about calorie intake.

    Are you drinking juice or other beverages that are high in calories? If so, trade them in for water or another zero calorie drink (not that you totally have to give up wine!) and that should help a lot.

    Hang in there!

    Catherine

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